What is wrong with me. I cant take it anymore. I've cried too may tears. I feel alone. I have no one to talk to. If people have a problem w/ me then i want them to tell me. I've learned from that. I've hid so many emotions this year and it all blew up in my face with reality. I feel like no one even cares. yeah they say they do but do they really mean it? I know there are ppl i can talk to but i dont think they really care. I've lost so much, people dont even know that half of it. I just realized that there is no one there for me. I really dont know. Things have been SOO bad this year i just dont know what to do any more. People used to talk to me now its like they cant even say one word because they cant trust me with it. So they find someone else and shut the door right in my face. Mabye i'm being selfish but has anyone thought of me? no i dont think so. I've done so much for people but what have i got in return? just this pain left by them. I seriously do not know what to do any more. -Kayla