Listening to: Someday
Feeling: wounded
Well jen came over to my house yesterday and spent the night. it was blast. we went swimming. I almost got caught talking to Will by my mom...I was talking to Will on the phone and she came up in my room at 3 and is like "who are you talking to?" i said "shannon" *thank you shannon for letting me use you as my decoy. i havent even told you yet but i tried calling you today to tell you* shes like "are you sure its shannon" i said "yeah" my mom said "what is jen down there sleeping?" i said "yeah" she said "you should of been down there with her." but i told Will that it was my mom. And he was depressed about something before that happended and i was trying to cheer him up. but anyways...I thought i heard my mom pick up the phone in their room...so i told will just to shut it...and not have him talk b/c he doesnt sound like a girl. so i didnt even get to say i love you too him. i just kept telling him to be quite. and then i said bye..i felt really really bad about the whole thing. i wrote him a LONG ass email today. i tried calling him back on my phone card but there was no more minutes...so now i'm asking jen for her phone card number then i can explain to him...I hope hes ok. Because he had to go do some sorta thing w/ the national guard after he got done talking to me. and he said that when hes in a good mood or thinks about me he concentrates and that wasnt the right thing to do before he went out...but i need to buy a phone card tomorrow after volleyball when ashley drives me. i hope she will stop for me b/c i'm desperate to talk to him...
my mom said to me today "shannon was up that late? you girls are bad" and on the way home from jens house my moms like "so whats shannon been up to." i was like "not much.." brb i think i'm gonna try and call shannon again..i dont even know if she home. shes probably on vacation...but i hope she doesnt mind i used her to cover my tracks...SHANNON YOU SAVED MY ASS!!! THANK YOU!!... but anyways on with today...
on the way back from jens house i drove the dirt road. Then before we ate my mom hollared to me and is like "kayla come quick" there was a black bear down in out field right by our house. i growled at it..hehe...
but thats about it...ohh.. our pipe for the water broke today so i couldnt flush the toliet or take a shower until randy fixed it. but luckly he fixed it...i took a shower...ok well i think i'm gonna go...adios
-Kayla
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