all i do ever is burp. burp burp and more burps. i should do some studies and see why i am burping so much. i miss lajeffrey. alot. i wish that he would just pick up the phone and ease my worries. today, nobody called me. but my brothers came to visit. i know i wasnt supposed to but i did and i got high. i brought myself back a lil drink too. nothing but a bacardi silver, nothing intoxicating (though i wish it was). since its obvious that lajeffrey isnt calling me tonight i wish somebody would. anybody but trey. the fact that he is always so near but not lajeffrey is starting to get on my nerves. i wish that somebody would say hey put on some clothes im coming to get you. we can do whatever is possible at one in the morning. that would be nice. i would like to say i am bored, but because i want to use better figuerative language skills and bored can mean anything i wont. ill say i am lonely and in search of a certain somebody to cheer up that problem. well since i am not saying anything important ill go ahead an end this entry luv always sugah