What a bad day..
Its Wednesday still.... i wrote the last two entries and everything was fine then...
But things change.
I talked to Jeff after I finished typing in here last, to find out he was going to hospital. He told me that his dad was picking him up and he`d tell me the rest later. This whole little convo was online, so after making sure he knew i was there if he needed anything, he left.
So all day im worrying, soo much. I seriously sat here and sat 4 bagels in a row... i didnt have the slightest clue what the hell happened, or how serious it was. The whole day i was completely stuck to my phone. I tryed to do random things like go shoot hoops for a couple hours (of course with my cellphone in my pocket on the loudest ringer).
Anyways, so the day was crazy. I went to go to bed, there was no way i could sleep, not knowing anything. Then my phone rang... i opened it. It was Keith, i figured, i`ll talk real quick.. i had nothing else to do but worry. Then a minute into the convo i heard a beep, i looked down at my phone. *new voicemail* i hung up my phone and checked who it was....
yep, jeff. I missed his call, and when i called back i got his voicemail. I was so upset i missed it. Oh and his voicemail said *hey, i`ll call you in the morning, bye* Not a clue of what happened or anything.
Then i went downstairs and got online, it was about midnight now, but i didnt care the time. I needed to talk to jeff. I got online and he was on. His away message said he broke a vertebra in his neck. I IMed him, even tho i knew he was away, and apologized for not answering and then he came back and explained he was cliff diving in the yellow breeches and he didnt clear the edge.
He's in a neck brace, and well, in a lot of pain too.
I told him that i really wish i could be with him right now (i feel totally helpless)
JEhoops16: well if u want u can come visit me on my couch tomorrow
Tim, the sweet guy he is, is taking me to visit him. We talked a lot tonight and i`m really glad we did. Another person i talked to tonight was my girl, Rachel hedges. Her and Tim both are the best when it makes 2 making a person feel better.
Anyways, im going to go lay in bed and feel helpless.... there is no way i am getting any sleep tonight...
x3 michelle xoxo