Its a freeezing monday! i hate being cold. i LOVe the warm sun and summer... but then again winter is beautiful and i really want to learn to ski or snowboard too. But i still dont like to be cold. anyways, enough of me complaining... leesha is my hero haha shes the best. Thanks to her i am over my crushes. She helped me realise that to them-- im nothing. haha that sounds mean, and its not.. just the way i put that sounds kinda rude. They are both great guys but one of them is way to good for me (thats josh and of course leesha will fight me on that.. because she thinks *I deserve better, blah, blah, blah haha) and the other one now knows i liked him and acts all weird around me now soooo although they are both absolutly wonderful guys... im just not gunna stress over them anymore and its a grrreat feeling! oh man, and i cant forget about my gina! she helped me soo much too. Saturday night she slept over and we talked about "the boys" lol it was nice. Then Keith called and she talked to him from like 12 to 2am haha that was funny, but i fell asleep around 12:30. She was freakin obsessing over my water bed.. lol that was really funny hehe shes a grrreat friend!! oh and travis (cant forget that guy!) he doesnt believe me that im over my crushes.. but i sat there and scratched out every *i x3 jw* and everything on my folder right in front of him. haha i`ll get him to believe me some how! =D well..... i have basketball practice (ymca) at 7 so i should see if i have anything i need to do any homework for test taking strats (the gayyyest class in the world!!!!!!!) i love ya, and write later --michelle