I got to the "b's" in the moods section and was just, like, "fuck it, I'm too tired to go looking for the perfect word to describe my mood." So I'm waiting to hear back from Jeff about a possible position at the station regarding reading news on the air ... that would be fucking awesome. I hope I get it. Keep your fingers crossed for me? It's BBQ Festival weekend ... huzzah. It's supposed to storm all weekend. Uhm ... hrm ... That's about it. We're probably going to perform tomorrow night in the rain - but that's okay. I just found out from Nathan of Cleansing Fire that the stage they get to perform on is pretty much shit - Logan will be able to fit his drums on it, but there's not really any room for anything else - plus, they have to bring their own PA system. Which sucks ... but hey, it's a crowd, and it's publicity. Things have been going pretty okay at work (daycare) lately. I mean, it's just ... I dunno. Pam's on a war path - going off on other employees, seeking out revenge, by not doing certain tasks before leaving ... it's sad, really. I just sit back and take it, then tell Kristi about it - who's like "Oh no, no MORE, she will NOT go off on you." Bah, I don't really care. Kristi makes working at Pathway worth it. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be able to make it. I would have left months ago. As an add on ... She told me as we were leaving (I went into overtime this week ... and I actually don't care, because, you know, I work with Kristi), that she appreciated me - which she tells me every day, but hey, I still like hearing it. But she also told me that she didn't think she would be able to make it through her day without me there. "I wish we had a dozen workers like you. You're always there when I need you, and you do so much around here, more than you should, and you still don't complain. And you always have a smile on your face. And Dad (the director) knows all about it, too, because we never shut up about how great you are. I love you, Melissa. You're the bomb-diggity." I love Kristi, too. I got paid today. I'm going to cash my check - or, at least, most of it, and buy both her and Donna Cooper (the other Kitchen Chick/floater) flowers or chocolates or something. I love them both very, very much ... And if I did get the job at the radio station, I will cry when I have to leave Pathway. Half of me hopes that I get the job ... so I'll stop being so sick all the time, so my life will be less stressful - but half of me also wants to stay ... for Kristi and the kids, who make me feel so appreciated. Comments?