silence is deadly

Listening to: none
Feeling: screwed
well, all who would bother to read this already knows what happened so i don't need to explain. If i do, just ask on a comment or something. death is a funny thing. it comes when least expected and for all the wrong reasons, and in the wrong ways. no one could possibly have guessed that when they say goodbye, that could be goodbye for the rest of your life. that could be the last time you see that person smile or laugh, or breathe. it's really sobering. two summers ago my aunt and uncle got into a car accident in Colorado, in the mountains. part of the road gave way and their jeep went tumbling down the mountain more than 1000 feet. My cousin Cole and his friend Ian were both ejected from the vehicle. my aunt and uncle never seemed to get out. they both died in that crash and my cousin was in a comma for close to six months. when he awoke, we had to tell him that his parents were no longer going to take care of him...we were. it's so strange to think about that. i heard about it while i was working at a Boy Scout camp. it was a completely normal day, until we got that call to let us know the tradgedy that had taken place only hours before. Death is wierd like that. it's just one of those inevitabilities in life. everything must have a beginning and an end. sometimes the author's of some of the greatest works seem to die too soon. he would have been a great man...he was. he will be missed by all. Yours, Adam
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Hey Stinkbutt. I miss you! So I doubt games are really your thing but I'm gonna be going to the football game tomorrow if it's still going on. Otherwise I probably won't see you till Homecoming. Are you going to Homecoming? For some reason I seem to remember an entry where you said you weren't... Meh. Okay, so I'll see you EVENTUALLY! So aside from recentness, how are things going for you?
Damn, I'm glad some people get what's going on here. people need to stop fighting over it, it's really direspectful and, I know it sounds corny but, not what he would have wanted at all. You got it.
dude thats sad. i like your top icon.
no I don't have a grudge against you...

I never could. I just know that its hard to believe someone that we knew so well, that went to our school ws killed.
i didn't know you had one of these.i hope that everything starts looking up for you, i know that life at your place can seem pretty shitty.josh says that your parents can be absolute assholes.you really do have a lot going for you, and a lot of people who care about you.you've been through a lot, and you've made it this far, i know you'll be okay.

~melissa~
i'm sorry to hear about your loss, but yea death is funny. in tibet they say, "we never know which comes first: tomorrow, or the next lifetime."

you can have 1 of 2 attitudes towards death and dying: you can spend your time afraid of it, or you can try to accept it and learn what you can about it; however, in neither of these ways can we overcome it.

the only thing to do, really, is be prepared to die at any moment.