i was just with my wonderful love like i wrote i was going to be...and it was amazing. FUCK YOUR GOD!!!- sorry, favorite part of the song. well, yes, we had a great time and i wish soooo much that i was still with her. We always talk about how we can't wait to be out on our own and live together without parents and all their bullshit. well, we're going to have to put up with it for now. it's cool how a lot of people have told me i'm a lot happier now that i'm with her. i feel the same way. i feel like i have a purpose in life and that's to be with my love and to make her feel she has a purpose, sort of like a little circle. we really do NEED each other and that's really cool. because we know that we're not going to screw anything up because of that NEED for each other. it's just amazing. I love her soooo much and can't wait to get out of high school and start my life with her. it's kind of funny how i already have proposal ideas running through my head. i'm so much at peace when i'm with her... everything just goes away... i have her and that's all that matters... she means the world to me, more than that... wherever she is...that's where i belong... it's funny because while i was with her i said that last one and the emotions that followed saying that caught me completely off gaurd. i just began to cry out of frustration because i couldn't be with her...that i had to leave and that i didn't want to. i just cried... ...but they were happy tears... ~Adam Murray~