today was rather nice....i always seem to be able to start things out on a good note like that. trying to convince myself there is hope in the world and that everything is just PEACHY! which, in some wierd twist of fate, it actually is....not sure how...but it is. hmm, yeah, today was rather nice...i can see that and mean it. because i got to see my love today and although we didn't go out to play. we had plenty of things to say. like i love you and care, and will always be there. i gave hear a teddy bear for her birthday. some may think that's sort of retarded but when you're in love you do stupid shit anyway. i gave it to her and told her that it was me when i couldn't be there. that i was in the bear. and that when she was feeling down to just hug it and know that i'm thinking of her and always loving her. i think she understood exactly what i was talking about. kinda neat how you just think the same way your lover does. gives you a good feeling inside that all hope of understanding might not be lost. good times. i also got her Linkin Park, Live in Texas. she loved that too. we're huge LP fans. that's cool how we love the same things too. we don't argue over too many things and although we do argue...life can't be perfect. if it was perfect it wouldn't be life, we wouldn't be human. it always keeps things interesting though. to know we love each other enough to get through whatever we have to get through....good times. always thinking of her and can't wait to see her again. until that time comes....goodbye. -Adam-