originally from: September 23, 2009

I need this to better.. I need this break to be over.. Im dying inside.. I havent eaten for 2 days now.. I feel like shit =[. I cant handle this.. Im so deep in love this hurts so bad.. One minute i have faith n think things are gonna be ok soon.. Then the next im crying my eyes out.. Ive never been so in love before.. Id do anything for him.. Anything n everything.. I can easily picture me marrying him n growing old with him.. =,[. God, i need ur help with this one please...