so i made my decision. im gonna do it. just dont kno wen... *sigh* but ne wayz...im changing my life around. i dont like this "me". im getting my hair cut. cut to a lil past my shoulders, im keeping the layers, cuz my hair looks cute like that. then, im not gonna be "ghetto" ne more. no more dressing like it. i dont talk like it ne more, thanx to StAnLeY lol. now, i just need to get the look out of me. my friend was telling me that its a turn-off, n it just doesnt look right. n now that i think about it, hes right. its just, ew n ugly n nasty. lol. so yea. im almost out of dressing like it. i just need a shit load of new clothes. which ive BEEN needing ne wayz. so yea. im asking for a lot of gift cards to the mall for christmas n my bday. cuz thennn, i can go to abercrombie, n hollister, n aeropostale n all them funn stores. lol..wow...i never ever thought i would be shopping there. jeeze. but im NOT gonna start acting like a prep. i cant stand the way they act. im just gonna dress like a prep. it looks cute on me. so yea. so hopefully i get the cards for christmas, cuz then, jeffreyyy is taking me shoppinggg. which will prolly take the whole damn weekend lol. so yea. newwww meee. i need to like..yea idk lol. *´¨) ¸.·´¸.·*´¨) ¸.·*¨) (¸.·´ (¸.·' ashley