I should probably considered anti-social.

Everyone that gets close, I push away. I say horrible things. And I manipulate the people close to me. I'm a bitch for real, and now I know it. I do what I want with a disregard to others. I read what I want into people and I hold grudges that were stupid in the first place. I believe I don't need anyone, which is quite absurd. I play with people's feeling and put them to blame for the things I've done. I lie for my benefit. And now, I don't know who the fuck I am.

I need to change. I need to quit being such a bitch. I need to figure shit out, forreal.