Omg! Im soo freaking confused. I think I love someone that isnt my bf. That sucks sooo bad. I was having dreams about someone else.... and gosh this just doesnt add up. it just doesnt. this hurts a lot too. what if... i like jeremy?? gosh... i cant break up with zach for my ex. that isnt right. its just like me and brandon. i broke up with alan for brandon. i dont want this to happen again. its tooooo gay. rawr. maybe i should just take a break from dating. omg i really need help! I cant ask skylar either because zahc os his best friend. i cant handle this!! wahhh...