Sadness has gripped me and is not letting go

Just to think of him makes me look like a

Everything has gone wrong

I dont think im strong

I feel like there is no tomorrow

I want to stop this sorrow

All i want to do now if forget

Its just one thing i know im going to regret

Im going to start dying slowly

Why does life treat me so coldly

When i talk to him i stutter

I feel like im in the clutter

Oh jeebus... i just made that out of nothing... thats kool... but thats the way i feel... why... cuz i want to forget him.... go on like i never knew him... but now that hes a part of this life.... it hurts to let him go. why... hmm... i guess its my own fault. i made myself dependable on him. I know that I was wrong and now its a wrong i have to live with. but look at the brightside... he's still here? oh well.. w/e..im not this good at looking at the brightside... sorry... welll i have to go... cuz... yeah i just do. bye!

Loving him is a sin. A sin I'm willing to die for!