i'm really happy right now. content with where i am. Although there a lot of little things going wrong, they don't seem to phase me i guess. i'm really excited about going to geroge washington. its funny how it worked out, and every now and then i find myself freaking out and wondering if i made the right decision, but i know that sometimes in life you need to take risks, and do what your gut tells you. my gut has been telling me that i made the right choice, and now that i've really started talking to my roomates, and we've connected so well i'm just so excited. the one year anniversary of taylor's death passed recently. i never knew how deeply i would be affected by a friend's death. taylor and i weren't even best friends or anything, but as the first death of someone close to me, it really struck hard, and sometimes i feel guilty about it. i wonder if its the fact that i miss the person, or if the whole tragedy of the situation is what makes me sad. the situation in israel right now is also hurting. i get so mad when i hear the media over exagerating some parts, like claming that '500 lebanese civillians have died in comparison to 50 israelis" they fail to mention though, that most of those civillians were hizbollah guerillas. except these disgusting hizbollah hide behind civilians, often forcing the civilians to host them and let them use their roofs to launch rockets into israel. and then when israel wants to get rid of this facist terrorist organization, they kill civilians in the process because that is what hizbollah wants, it gets the world opinion on their side that the evil bully israel is killing innocent bystanders. right. have you seen the hizbollah parades? it immediately reminded me of nazis. they goosestep (over american and israeli flags) their salute is a fist in the air, and they parade around with images of their leaders. they are terrorist bent on the destruction of the jews and israel. haven't we had enough? where can jewish people just live in peace, and why, why are jews hated so much. what is the big problem? it just really pisses me off when people even attempt to say that israel doesn't have a right to go in and take outhizbollah. if israel doesn't do it, who will? hizbollah also hates america, and has cells in america who are ready to strike. someone has to do the dirty work and it looks like israel is the only one with enough balls to do it. agh. i had more of a point to this but now it has left me and i don't know what else. freakin terrorist are just ruining everything.