oy, the first week back from a really lazy break was very hectic. i didn't even have hebrew high, which would've made it worse, and i still felt quite busy. but i love being busy wow thats random sheida just imed me saying how she finished invisible man. good for her. i'm on page 180ish out ofa 600 page book that needs to be finished by jan 20th. good times. i really wanted to go to rock revelation last night, i didn't go last year. but, i had practice last night, and then we had people over for dinner, an dmy mother had told me about it a few days ago so the chances of me showering, getting ready, eating dinner and everything and someone being willing to take would've been slim. plus the fact that by 10pm i couildn't keep my eyes open...yea. on a friday night, i was passed out in my bed by 11, and didn't wake up till about 10 the next day. iwas tired. yesterday at lax, one of our coaches, rachel sat us down and had us tell her our 'expectations' for the season, the team, the coaches and ourselves, and the self ones we had to tell her individually. so when i told her my self one (which was just that i wanted to find the position i was right for) she said that whether or not i get a c next to my name (meaning captain, we're voting for captains right now) i'm still a 'leader' of the team. even though i still think half the team thinks i'm some sort of weird bitch, it was nice to hear that. i have nothing to do this weekend besides lots of homework 4-6page paper in history chem project invisible man normal math hmwrk. yum. but i really want to do something today. but who in the world would want to do something with me, when everyone else lead such interesting lives. well no one but myself of course, so i'll guess i'll go hangout with her.