Eric Wow..I was gettin ready to leave to go to my gram's and I saw Eric walking towards my door!! Hehe..yeah.. So I went outside to meet him and I was like ERIC! UR HERE! and hes like "happy tuesday!" lol.. so yeah he saw the inside of my house for the first time and we went out back to feed Buddy.. Then we hadda go to my grams so he went home and my mom told him to come back tomorrow.. lol.. Grams Yeah we went to my grams and moved her old couch and cleaned like mad.. then put in the new couch.. lol cept I fell asleep on it for 2.5 hours while my mom and her were talking.. JC i dunno. it seems so much better then ever before. but i dont wanna put faith in him.. Give Up I dont wanna care anymore..I just dont. Not about Eric or JC. I dont want anybody to love me and i dont wanna love anybody. That sounds so emo but i dont fuckin care. Thats how I feel at the moment..