My reputation is destroyed. But Casey's is more so. I can't believe Deanna. She has no idea what went on and the fact that she would call Casey's boss...it just blows my mind. I feel so guilty because nothing happened. I want to call him so much. Or to call his boss. I want to tell him what really happened. Which is nothing. Nothing. I can't believe that no one trusts me or that he is in trouble. He'll probably never speak to me. It blows my mind. I was looking foward to talking to him because he makes me laugh. Now I don't know if I can ever go back to Luther Heights without feeling guitly. The deepest darkest kind of guilt at that. I'm going to work up the nerve to call you. I will. I don't know when but I will and then...