I don't know how I feel except confused. And I don't like to do nothing. I used to love to but now I hate it because my mind wanders as usual but it's ends up at Craig and how bad I want to see him and all this other crap and reading his journal makes me so sad and long so bad just to see him. BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!! I just don't know. And I don't know if I can hang out with him this weekend because he and Scott are in some fight over who knows what. Eh...boys confuse me so bad sometimes. Really bad. And another thing is that I still am a huge flirt with other guys but I like Craig and I feel SO flipping guilty. Must go now. Mom is home and I need to clean. BYE!