So again I suck, the real deal being that me and Kevin hook up and then I think it means more than it does. I always do, I dont know anymore. Like I miss him so much right now and every time I talk to him it makes me soo happy and he's such a funny great guy. But he's like that with everyone and so I don't like he has those kind of feelings for me, so that blows hardcore. But I couldn't see getting together with him anyways, but to just be able to be together more outside partying would be nice. Anyways Justin and Will and I are forming a band. Justin, aww I want to get to know the kid better because he's the type of guy of always thought was super kick ass and I used to have a super big crush on him so ha that could be good. Fackk, big physics test tomorrow that Im deliberatly getting on here to avoid studying for... so this blows. But if the things don't work out with my boiiis here I could go to the mall where this hot guy at the sweet stores been hitting on me/gave me his card. Haha score baby, anyways life's at its best and worst right now... ahh so weird Em