Falling with regret

by shes2cute2care
Leave him alone. He doesn't want to talk to you. He can't. He promised me that. Leave me to what peaceful thoughts I have left. Can't you see you've already destroyed any truth and any trust I had left? Can't you see my love for him? Can't you just be happy? Be happy in yourself and be happy for us? I can see what's going on here. I don't like it and I'm powerless to stop it. You want him. But I want him more. You never will know what he means to me. You'll never know. I'm weak and insecure. I crave attention. I'm lonely. That's why I have to fight. I'm sick of fighting. I wanna give up and hand him to you wrapped in cheap, tacky paper. I want to sign the card with love. With anger. With sadness. That's what you want afterall, isn't it? Have it your way. At least I'll be able to sleep at night.
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Ooh, fiesty!

I like the bit about cheap, tacky paper. I watched Bridget Jones' Diary- The Edge of Reason last night & it was sadly adorable and funny. I bet like a million women across the universe could completely relate to her. Hahaha. Anyway, write me!!!!!!!!!
this is wonderful
did you write it?
xxx
have you never fucked someone in your dream>?!?!?!?!?!?!
honestly, i think my first one was when i was... 5? lmao :) :P
xxx
yah it has been forever...i thought the last time we talked you had a package for me...if u did send it i still havent gotten it lol...i have one for you but its REALLY OLD NEWS!!! but i 'll probably send it neways to fill you in...well i guess ill talk to you l8er!!
Yeah- Boys aren't so bad. We're both jealous people, you and I. I mean, even though logically they have less than a 0% chance with those girls, it's still so hard to know that they think they're attractive. You only want them to think one person is attractive--yourself. Hah.

Yeah, Bridget Jones' Diary was adorable. I love those movies-fantastic. I'm not a big fan of girlie movies, but there are a few...
as per usual your writing confuses me to get a point acros...what are you ultimately going to do about it?dannii got her period thank christ.

make the right decision.
-rob
hey there chief. that entry was a litte different. yeah i guess i'm the last person u would think of leaving u a comment. i don't really understand what u wrote about. any chance u could clear that up for me? i should be on her more and more. i get the computer back on monday and so everything should be running by late that night. much love