ok well its been a very long time sence i wrote in this thing. life has been sucking my mom went away to nevada for a 1 week vacation and left me home. thing between melissa couldent be better i love her sooo much.... today was a little fucked up tho... i fucking hate my mom... i hate when melissa sees me get like that i just want to die . i think my mom actualy realizes how much i love that girl.... oh i have 1 more drive untill im done the driving portion of drivers ed then i have to wait untill the class is over to go get my permit gay...... but yeah 6 moths will come and go and i will be able to drive on my own yay! well i must go i love melissa