well i found out that melissa is bi..... one of the things i hate most in a chick...... i dont want a bi chick.... i will never be able to accept her for the way that she wants to be i hope to god its just a phase i hope i dont think that will work for me i love this girl to death i hope we are together forever but if thats the fact i dont know...... i dont want a bi girl.. i dont need that i love her to much it hurt me to find out that she has dreams that involve her and other girls i want to die when i found that out meridith told me to find out what the dream was about and do that to her she might just have sexual tension... i dont know i hope its just a phase lauren tells me its the new trend i hate it god i hate it so much other guys would be like yes yes whoooooo my girlfriends likes chicks 3som no ask heather why im not with her today then you will know how i handle that its normal for guys to judge guys and girls to judge girls but any further then that its fucked up.... were sliping away further and further we fall appart ill die today if im lost i love no more im tairing apart wishing that day never came about the fighting the depression its all to much god give me an answer i dont know what to do im lost and hopeless broken beaten and battred ill die a thousand times to get her back to the way i first found her... i loved her before that day but not the same anymore kill me