Every frickin morning I have the same thing go to school do part of my gay ass school work and type in my diary same stupid shit I hate my life I hope to die it gets to boring every day and now im just realizing that im miss my ex g/f Jen I hate that I dident want to have any thing to do with her but the feelings are still here we dident even go out that long 3 weeks that’s it whats up with that well one good thing Saturday my mom is going up to cecil county to drag race and for her car club show. She is 43 years old I think she is having a midlife crises god help me............................