What's it mean

So there's this girl, the same girl, that I've been talking about for months. Lets see, how do I go about saying this, lets try this; She is the only person, that if she really didn't want me to go into the army, and I knew we would be together, instead of using the army to get my education, I'd just go the usual route, and go to college instead. Because somehow I just know if we were together, we'd be together for a while. But, we're not. So what's it mean in terms of my feelings about her, am I just hung up on her, and just lying to myself about the "what if's" and "if we were...", or, do I really truly love her? So, I still feel the same emotional wise when we were together as I do now, so, what all does it mean really? Like, it doesn't control my actions or anything, I'm dating someone right now, but, shes still in the back of my head, and I know that I can't really see someone else the same way I do her. But damn, what does this all mean? Do I love her, and just really miss her, or am I just lying to myself for some reason? And yeah, she was right that I depended on her a lot when I was with her, yet, I still feel the same, emotionally about her right now, that I did when I really depended on her. So what's that mean as well, I still have the same feelings now as much as I did when I depended on her a lot, now I don't depend on her at all, and I still feel the exact same way. Nothing really makes sense right now. If it's confusing, that's fine, it's still really confusing to me as well. You're not alone together we stand I'll be by your side you know i'll take your hand when it gets cold and it feels like the end there's no place to go you know i won't give in no I won't give in. Keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through So far away i wish you were here before it's too late this could all disappear before the doors close, and it comes to an end but with you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend yeah yeah Keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Hear me when I say, when I say I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly Keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Keep holding on Keep holding on There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
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