Woo, so yesterday, what a freakin day. Go out for a smoke, and I see mike, so we start chillin, and thats where the adventure begins. Just drinkin at his house and playin guitar hero for a while, then we try for hours to get some chicks over cause we wanna party. Then, we randomly decide to go to the base, that was pretty badass, I got into the naval base with him without even having to show my ID, that shit is badass. Then later, was talkin to a certain girl and she said somethin then all of a sudden it all clicked, and I had been throwin it back and forth for a bit and realized I did have a thing for her. But, I don't know what'll happen, I realize now I can finally go out for a girl, but I can't trust them at all now, I blindly trusted 100% with my last relationship, and, look what happened to me because of it, my faith in the ability to trust girls has pretty much been shattered, but, we'll see where I go with this. So shits goin good I suppose, better then it has been, but still got something pretty crappy hanging over my head, and also the leftovers still hanging there, I've moved on, but not over it, and it just sucks, but whatever, nothin I can do, still pissed too, the rudest thing ever was said to me the other day, but oh well. Probably gonna go to the base again tonight, that'll be pretty down. Two long years we made it through anguish and love it was just me and you as we sit here and talk I can see through your eyes the love that you had is gone to my surprise And my tears won't lie they're screaming your name I could never show this pain i hope you the best i never had how could life ever get this bad You feel no remorse for words that were said seeing you with him is the only thing I dread I want to feel your warmth and feel your touch why am I so cold? why does this hurt this much? Goodbye...