Hope

Listening to: Emery
Feeling: jaded
Lately I haven't really held out hope for most things I used to cling onto with all dear life, it seems that lately I'm just jaded really, I don't know what to do with my life, I don't know what I even want to do day to day, I just have too much time to think. And I'm just unsure about everything, and I have no idea why, but, I don't really care, I'm just going to keep moving on. I've lost a lot of who I am in the last couple of days, but I've also gone through a lot of moods and thinking just about random shit, and I'm just going to start over, with everything. I live for myself mainly, but I used to try and do things to keep the people I cared about happy as well, but I don't have those type of people in my life anymore, and I'm not feeling very wanted anyways, nor do I know if I even really am, so, I'm just starting over, completely for myself, because it just seems that as much as I try, it never gets reciprocated, in some instances yes, but for the most part it goes relatively unnoticed. Well I know you like the party, but the party never stops I know you like the party, but the party never stops well I know you I know you I know you I know you want to be here so you just let go and no one’s ever gonna tell you no but I want to, cause I know you I know you But you party on, party on get your party on get your party on [Chorus:] This is my last advice leave with me cause you could die tonight (I got this, I got this, I got this so go ahead home) the drugs you used as a place to hide, it’s really bad if you don’t get this right (I got this, I got this, I got this I don’t need you) You got kicked out of your mothers house You stole money from her purse she finally found you out You should be ashamed, (don't sit there judging me) what a waste (you'd be the same if you could see, so lets have another drink) And we'll party on, party on get your party on get your party on February is still as scary, the month your father died a little girl in a shrinking world, looking for her place to run and hide Well I know you like the party, but the party never stops I know you like the party, but the party never stops well I know you I know you I know you But you party on, party on get your party on get your party on give it one last time cause this is all you’ve got!
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