I had thought, that when she called me last Sunday, and apologized, that I forgave her for everything, I had thought that even before she called I had forgiven her for everything and wasn't mad anymore. But ever since she called I've been thinking a bit lately, and I do still forgive her, but only to an extent, because I'm still pretty pissed at her. I dunno, I could go on and on why, but I know why I'm pissed, and I'm sure she does. Just makes me mad, she calls me out of the blue, then randomly apologizes for everything, and I think, oh cool maybe we can work on being friends, and then she just goes and keeps ignoring me, when all I did was ask a simple question, yet, she still ignored me, I don't think you can say you were too busy to take a minute to answer just a simple question, but hey, I don't really care anymore, I'm really pissed off right now, so I'm sure I'm just talking out of my ass, but it just bugs the hell out of me, because I have no idea why she does some of the things she does sometimes, when, I haven't even done anything to piss her off, as far as I know, yet it seems like I keep constantly pissing her off? This is weird, why do I constantly keep making entries about her, not even just about one thing, one I say I'm pissed at her, one I say I miss her, the other I think about her, blah blah blah, why the hell do I keep coming back to her? I mean, I'm already over everything, and past it, I know that for a fact from the last few days experiences. But it's just like, shit! I'm happy again, excited, I'm all crazy again like I used to be, and I'm the good old Jeremy again, yet, I'm always coming back to her, I'll be with a girl, and then later, I'll think of her again, it's confusing the hell outta me, what's it all mean? Blah, I dunno, I don't get women, probably never will, and I don't really care. I'm going to the base, and I'm gonna go get my drink on with the rest of the boys.