my wayne's world moment

Listening to: the time machine
Feeling: adventurous
the greatest thing happened last night! well we went to alex's to watch movies but we left after like ten minutes to drive around...thinking of somewhere to go...well it was john and morganna (driver)in front and me, kenny, aleena, and alex crammed in back...well john put on the darkness-i believe in a thing called love, and we totally rcoked out...and it was oh so wayne's world! i love it! well we ended up going to keri's saw a comercial on gothica so we went to shell to rent it...left kenny at keri's so he could get drunk (so stupid)...well when we went to ask alex if he had a dvd or just vcr...they were gone...alex and john took off running so we hopped in the car and chased after them...we drove all over central kernville...it was great yelling marco out the window...we only got polo from a bunch of "good-looking" drunk guys...we drove back to alex's to find thats where him and john went...drove back towards the park saw them, parked at the park and chased them on foot...caught them-lost them...morganna ended up with john at dallas's and alex and me and aleena together at the park...i don't remember what else happened for a while...then alex chased me and tackled me kinda...and it was dark and i was screaming and it looked like i was being raped...and no one came to help...then morganna and all them drove away to leave me to be beat up by a guy almost twice my size...well i told him he hurt me so he let me go...we saw that we were left behind...so we sat on the side of the road waiting to be picked up...we got in sorta a fist fight...i have a bruise from where he gave me a dead arm...aren't guy friends great?...well we got picked up and played car tag till us girls had to go home...we live on the opposite side of the lake...so we had to go at like 10:20...it was so much fun though!!!! and like we never watched gothica so i was going to invite them all over tonight but morganna had to work today and was all tired so i didn't...but hopefully they can tomarrow...i want to take advantage of my vacation...plus we cleaned the whole house today...even my room...and it looks pretty good! i have 2 couches! one made from old couch cushons and one out of the top bunk where there is no mattress...just blankets and my cats love them...well so will my friends hopefully...! well i think i'll go so i can pay attention to this movie! bye!! 1. Grab the nearest book. 2. Open the book to page 23. 3. Find the fifth sentence. 4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions Unlace yourself, for that harmonious chime Tells me from you that now it is bed time. I AM: listening to people... I WANT: a popsicle I HAVE: ants...in my pants I WISH: i could hang out with my friends more I HATE: stupid people I MISS: sean deblicke I FEAR: no one I HEAR: the effect radio...good stuff I SEARCH: for the truth I WONDER: who is this man i'm going to marry in three years... I LOVE: my cats I ALWAYS: day dream I AM NOT: alone...i have my friends and family...and God... I DANCE: when no one is looking...tee hee... I SING: on the youth worship team... I CRY: when i feel i haven't...or fake it to get my way... I AM NOT ALWAYS: depressed I WRITE: poetry I WIN: well my class will win the pull tab contest/charity fund raiser... I LOSE: at sports...i'm chunky I CONFUSE: myself I NEED: to get a job,and pass the GED I SHOULD: sleep more
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I cut mostly for my family, my ex-bf or my friends. I guess im just over emotional and it kinda brings physical pain over mental pain.
People sometimes dont understand cutting but thats ok. There is a good point in it but I just dont know what it is.
Sometimes mental pain can be so bad that physical pain can take your mind of things and lessen the mental pain.
But sometimes its just about beating yourself up. Coz you really do hate yourself.

Its a confusing thing to explain. But oh well...
Ya its me. Why how old do i look?
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