ok i'm like so over that whole i wish i would die now. i'm glad i have this diary so i can get things off my chest and not bottle them up....if i hadn't written every thing down my entire life can you imagine what kind of a person i'd be or if i'd even be here?...thank you God for instilling that in me.... i still wish i could have gone shopping today though....oh well i'm going next week...i have to do laundry now....