another prestidigitation.

by asphalt
i think i mayy actuallyy be happyy. and that is such a daring thing to sayy. i'm still awake not because i can't sleep. realityy is i don't need sleep. no, not now. there's no need to sleep, to dream; escape. oh, how i wish that i could just stop this. that there was a pause button here. but there isn't; things will change.
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Why do you use the double y's ?
I run in the morning before I go to school .
I have to say, that's pretty sweet, the entry list on the oposite side. I understand your pleads. I don't understand why all of the sudden, once you pass the age of like 14 or so, llife is just blood, depression and hatred. Why can't we be happy and giddy like we once were. I hate that I have to so often say, "life sucks." I hope things get better for you.
i am glad you are happy :) good luck to you in your future


ps- how are you?
I like this one. You have a totally talented mind man!! You should write a book; I would most definately buy it.

=)
Hey thanks, you're a really nice person. And I'm glad you find some sort of happiness while reading my entries.
I think my geometry test may have been on trig. too. I don't really know, I hate that class. My teacher is totally awesome tho.

Ohhhh, I have good news, past May 14th, I will have dry hands until like August! Woohoo! Haha, I'm pretty ecstatic about that.

Peace & lovee
I remember that feeling, but I don't feel it now and maaan, do I wish I did.
Rather than a pause button, I'd like to find the rewind. <3
I found something that has helped me get to where i am today. I found Jesus. I found out that he has been looking for me and when I went looking for him he showed me the love that I had been waiting for. So what I am trying to say is maybe you should find your Jesus