whyy do i feel this wayy when i was so sure i moved on. i was so goddamn sure of myself....for once. how else could i scream FUCKYOUU. &walk awayy, smile on myy face. whyy is he doing this?? i liked it so much better. when we weren't talking. it was easier, at least. but he suddenlyy came back. &so do the feelings, yea. head versus heart. controversies. oh myy. i knew this would happen. but what is there to do. besides regret. i hate this. i hate him. i swear it. i lie.