an anarchist no longer.

by asphalt
a moment where nothing mattered; life was infinite. facing up, allowing the freezing cold water to land. breathless, gasping; struggling to live with a smile. heart beating faster, panicking; myy mind is calm. oxygen is no longer needed as i look upwards. so i smile to myself and think, "i can die here." but that is such a contradiction to everything.
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Oh thank you! Sitdiary has quite a odd list of 'moods' doesn't it? You have a very poetic way with words. I like that in a person.
yea i agree. and i feel like i'm always pulled in. and my boyfriend didnt call me last night after he promised he would. so i'm gonna call him and bitch him out. he deserves it. i dont deserve to be lied to. u know?
[Anonymous]
Oh yes, it is a play. Quite a cool play, actually. Probably one of my favorites.
hahaha. yeah, well...whatever. lol
hey, i was just flicking through a few of ur old entries, they aren't too bad. u are well out spoken. u should drop me a line sumtime.
-bullboy
[Anonymous]
yea thats true. no one deserves that. so we talked and apparently he did call, which is believable cuz my phone sucks and i dont get all the calls that go to it. so we are good now.
yep i like the backstreet boys. i think there good. love all there songs. a lot of people think im gay and crazy coz i've got there albums but im proud of it. xx
i liked to read what u think about. its sort of like getting into sumone elses mind..and thats kinda cool. lol. i like psychology.
thats where i think me and u are different with our diaries. i write so i don't forget events, and i hope to show my wife and kids one day when i get them (lol) just so they can see what i used to do.
vodka at school? lol...ur crazy. i would like to try it sumday tho. lol.
where are you from?
hey, thanks! you made perfect sense. my brain works at about 150mph and my mouth (fingers when typing) can never keep up, so some people say i'm complicated because i talk to much... but i love simplicity.... i guess it comes from being like, obsessed w/ peter pan lol.

Sabe
actually i dont really know if i like him anymore. he cant even do a simple thing like call me. cuz he was supposed to last night...nope he sure didnt. stupid asshole :(