suddenlyy, everything just seems so overwhelming to me. where the fuck is that pause button in life, ehh?? give me a chance to gather myy thoughts. believe it or not this is me at myy best. or prettyy close, to sayy the least. feels kinda awesome. that i can just think "FUCKYOUU." &forget everything that ever happened. youu &i were never meant to be in the first place. &now i realize. more than half a year later!! i am such a sillyy girl. but i deal, oh, i deal. myy onlyy option. in this life.