the emptyy heartbeat, a breathless feeling. i had that fleeting moment of happiness again. where, for at least a second, nothing matters. an indescribable feeling, i can't explain it here. myy breathing unstable, the smells i know of. there are those colors, too; such familiarityy. like deja vu, we've been here twice before. as quicklyy as it arises, it leaves me, gasping. oh, how i wish to feel that happiness again.