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Listening to: nothing
Feeling: angry
Wow, I really don't know how to type what I want to say. I have so many emotions going through my head, and it's just hard to explain it. I am not dating Corey anymore. We both kind of knew that it wasn't going to work out because of our locations and stuff. I'm about to be busy and he is too, but whatever. If we had both really wanted it to work out, we could have. Other people have boyfriends from other schools and they survive. The one thing that annoys me is that if when he had asked me out and I had known that we were going to break up as soon as both of our schools started, I would have never dated him in the first place. It's stupid. I am not regretting my decision that I did date him, but I am kind of upset about how the whole thing ended. Will I be ok? Of course. I want to see who will be the next guy that I start to like. I am kind of suprised at my self because I'm actually smiling as I type this because I know what I had was a really good experience, but at the same time, I'll miss it. I'll get over him and move on. I already was moving on. I just needed to vent and ramble. I'm glad how everything turned out and that we can still be friends, because I know we still will be :)
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aw mo! im glad your ok! you're gonna be better without him anyways!you'll have a long line of guys when we start back school who like u :) ♥say