I Hope It's Not Over

Feeling: broken
Well, the weekend is here. I would't say that I'm in one of the best moods that I've been in this summer. It just seems like something isn't right other than the fact that school is about to start. Yesterday I went to volleyball early in the morning, and then I came home and sat around. I worked on my summer reading so that I can get it done before I go back to school. I went with my dad when he got home to take my brother to a friends house. Then we got dinner and came back home. I watched tv and got online that night. Today I woke up late since I didn't have volleyball. I got ready and me and my mom went to get a bunch of uniform stuff for me and my brother. I had to get new tennis shoes and volleyball stuff. I got paint for my room so that we can start painting it soon. I got all of my school supplies as well. I came home and me and Calle went to the mall. I didn't get anything. I went to dinner that night with Calle and Lori. We went to Italian Pie. We went to Blockbuster afterwards and rented Footloose. I like that movie! We came back to my house and watched it. I talked to Corey for a couple of minutes because he couldn't really talk long. I found out that his uncle died as he was talking to me. I feel so bad and I hate the fact that I can't see him whenever I want. School is messing everything up and I'm scared for the fact that something is going to happen between us. I know that if we like each other enough, everything will work out. I'm just nervous that everything is falling apart. I thought I didn't like him, but now I thought about it and I really do like him. I'm scared to know what the future holds and I wish I could just see what is going to happen. That's all I have to say. :/
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hey molly! yep i bet u kno exactly wat my private entry is about & how it feels haha. but yeh i would love to talk to u about the whole thing! ill talk to u very soon! luv ya bunches!
wow molly i cant belive how much we have in common with the whole boyfriend thing! its crazy! but ya kno wat.. its ALL gonnd work out! love ya! ~sarah
[Anonymous]
oh... looking at your diary makes me want to go to the beach even more... too bad that I live in Indiana... i love your diary