Catch Me Before I Fall

Listening to: Far Away- Nickelback
Feeling: old
Yeh, so I haven't written in a while. I'm not sure why though. I wanted to write about more stuff and I was too lazy to write in two journal things, so I basically just stopped writing in this one. Hopefully everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I know I did. I'm not really sure how I feel right now. People were asking me if I was ok during computer, and obviously I just said yes because I don't even really know how to explain how I feel. It's weird. Today at school I was just looking around at everyone. I was listening to people laugh and how everyone is so comfortable around everyone. I mean, what am I going to do? Everyone is getting to stay here to strengthen their relationship with their already good friends when I have to go and start over. I don't know if it is just me, but it seems like my good friends are maybe pushing me away in a way, because they don't want to be upset when I move or they just want to try to move on and make a new best friend. Maybe it's just me, but that's certainly how I felt today. In one class, I heard two of my good friends laughing. I feel like I am being just pushed away and that there is nothing that I can do to keep from staying here. Everyone says "Oh you will love it there. You are going to have so many new friends blah blah blah" I don't want people telling me that. That's what everyone is supposed to say when they find out someone is moving. Hell, that's what I even say when I talk to someone that's moving. I just wish they would say I'm sorry or something that could actually be true. Yes, I may like it, but for the time being, I don't like it and I am not going to have any friends. All my relationships are going to change once I move. I know they will. Mine did with Amye's. It really does suck too. I don't know what to do. I don't want to act upset, and for some reason I end up getting mad at my mom, dad, and brother when they haven't even done anything to me. So what do I do? I guess just sit in my room and cry with no one since no one can really help me out. I ran tonight. I really ran my heart out. I just didn't want to stop. I think I ran so much because endorphins are supposed to make you happy. It didn't really work. I don't know. I'm done writing because I don't have anymore time. It's time for homework. Bye
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You Just Have to Keep Dancing

Feeling: alright
Wow. It has been WAY too long since I'v written. The school week was pretty lame. Nothing exciting happened. We had a dress down on Thursday and that was pretty much it. Friday afternoon- I talked with Calle, Lori, and Will after school for a little bit and then I was going to take Lori to ballet, but then it was already past her time that she was supposed to be there, so we decided to just go to Starbucks instead. I came home and just hung around the house. Then, me and Calle went over to Lori's. At first, we just sat and talked, but then we deicided to go get some ice cream. We then came back and listened to a bunch of music and made complete idiots out of ourselves, but it was a lot of fun. After that, I came back to my house and my dad came home from West Palm Beach. Saturday- I woke up and just hung around the house for a while. I got ready for the Carolina/Clemson game and then went to pick up Calle. We then went over to Lauren's house to go to the game. We left her house around 3 and it took us almost 3 hours to get to the stadium when it should have only taken 15 minutes all because we went down Rosewood. That was a bad idea. Once we got to the game, we went to our seats and then went to the Scholarship Lounge. Sam came and hung out with us the whole time. During half time we went to the ramp, but ended up only staying for 5 minutes because it was boring. We went back to the Lounge and then ended up going to our seats for the end of the game. Too bad Clemson ended up losing. Boo. After the game, me, Calle, and Lauren went back to our car and we saw Ashlee at her tailgating spot. We told her we were going to get something to eat, so she came with us. We stopped at Wendy's for dinner haha. Then, Ashlee left and Lauren took us back to her house. Me and Calle left once we got there and I came home. I went to sleep. Today was a pretty wasted day. I went to the store with Calle and then tried fixing my ipod. My day was pretty boring. My dad left to go back to Florida and that was that. Now I'm sitting here today and I'm bored. I am glad we only have 2 days left of school! Bye!
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Home is Where the Heart Is

Listening to: Laguna Beach- mtv
Feeling: alright
Oops. It's been almost a week since I've written. Last Sunday I got back from West Palm Beach. Most of the day was spent in the airport. We flew from West Palm Beach to Atlanta and Atlanta to Columbia. We got delayed in Atlanta which caused us to be late getting into Columbia. We had to go pick up Puddin¡¦ at the kennel. Then, I came home and got all of my stuff get ready for school the next day. I was so happy to be home. Monday- Thurday- School was the usual. It was the most fun I have ever had, but I really liked being at school because I really don¡¦t want to change schools. I stayed after each day and just hung out for a while because I didn¡¦t really have anything else better to do. Oh yeh, our house sold... Friday- I was glad that it was Friday. School was school. After school, I took Lori to ballet with Calle and then we went to drop off her stuff at her house. We came back to school and just hung out for a bit. Then, I came home and just hung around. Then, I went to pick up Calle and we went to see "Murder Takes the Stage" at school for extra credit in english and drama. It was sorta boring, so we left during the intermission. Since we had met Ashlee there, we took her and all of us went to Chick-fil-a. We then went back over to Lori¡¦s and just hung out for a bit. That was really fun. We went and got Baskin Robbins too. We came back to Lori's house, cleaned up, and then we took Ashlee home. I came home and talked on the phone, and then went to sleep. Today (Saturday) I woke up and got ready to go to the USC game with Calle, Brendan, and Will. I went and picked up Will and Brendan and Will's house and then came back to pick up Calle. We all went to the game and then as we were driving along, we saw Kelley with her mom. So, Kelley jumped into our car and we used to Cock's Corner pass to park there. Since I didn't think I was going to be able to park in Cock¡¦s Corner, me and Kelley jumped out and then switched seats. The game was pretty boring. Will and Brendan went to their seats and then when they came to the ramp, they didn't even come over to talk to us. It pretty much pissed me off. Me and Calle went back to my car during the 4th quarter and just sat there because the game was boring .After the game, Will and Brendan came back to the car and so did Jordon and his friend Austin. We couldn't back out of our parking spot, so Austin did it for us. Thank god he didn't hit anything. We left and drove back and took Will and Brendan to Will¡¦s house. Me and Calle were starving, so we went to 5 guy's and got dinner. I came back and here I am. There is a Laguna Beach marathon, so that's where I see the rest of my night going haha. I'm such a dork. Tomorrow should be good (hopefully) I just have to see if someone is going to want to come over and if he would be able to...Well, I am going to go so I will write later, and I mean sooner! :)
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I Want to Come Home

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: sane
The title pretty much explains this entry. I just want to be at home with my friends and everything that surrounds my location. This morning I woke up and went to tour the new Cardinal Newman. It's a lot different than the CN at home. The campus is a lot bigger. The girls seemed pretty snobbish. The guys were pretty hot. We were outside looking at the fields when an all guy's PE class came through. Just my luck huh? After we finished with the school, we droppped off my dad at work and then went to look at more houses. I liked these houses a lot more than the ones from yesterday, but they were still really small. I liked this one place called the Olympia, but the houses are REALLY expensive. After we finished looking at houses, we picked up my dad from work (after we had been lost for an hour) and then we went to dinner. Now I'm back in my hotel room not doing anything because I don't know what to do and having nothing to do things with. Today this lady giving us the tour of the school said that my friends would move on and so would I. For some reason that really sorta upset me because I don't want to think of everyone forgetting about me. I know I used to say that I wanted to get out of Columbia and that I hated it and wanted to move to Florida, I really DO NOT. I seriously think that I may come back to South Carolina. Everyone talks so much shit about Columbia and how they would want to leave, but in the long run, no one really wants to. Everyone says that they hate CN (in columbia) but in the long run if you had to move, you would really like CN. I know I took those things for granted, and I really wish I could take those things back. I don't ever want to leave South Carolina...EVER
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Okechobee Boulevard

Listening to: The OC- fox
Feeling: alright
Well, todasy was my first full day here in West Palm Beach. I am really ready to come home now. This morning I slept in at the hotel while my brother, mom, and dad went to see my brother's school. He liked the campus, but he didn't like all the work that they did. After they came back, we ate some breakfast and then we got ready to take my dad to his work. He's working right on the ocean. We took him to work and then went to meet the realtor. All the houses we looked at today were very small. Our house in Columbia is like a 600,000 dollar house here, and our house isn't that big! It's going to be a big change. Once school got out, I talked to Lauren, Will, Jones, Calle, and Ashlee. I felt kinda sad when I was talking to them, because I felt like I was being left out. I don't want to move and my eyes just watered. I didn't want them to know I was upset. I came back and we all went to dinner and then came back to the hotel. I got online and talked to a bunch of people and looked at more houses to look at for tomorrow. Well, I'm going to go. Tomorrow morning I am going to the school. I'm sorta nervous and excited. Well, I'm going to go. bye bye :/
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Palm Trees and High Class Teens

Feeling: used
Well, I'm here in West Palm Beach now. I don't like it at all. I feel like I have already moved and I miss my friends way too much. I thought that I would be able to do the whole moving thing, but I'm not so sure anymore. Today I went to school and had a pretty good day. Unwillingly, I got out of school at 2:15. I would have much rather stayed at school. I then came home and got all of my stuff together and then me, my mom, and brother left to go to the airport. Our plane left at 4 to go to Atlanta. We were on a really small plane and I was all the way at the back sitting next to some stranger. The flight arrangements were made just great. Once we got to Atlanta, we took a little subway thing to our other gate. We got something to eat and then I talked to Calle for like 15 minutes. Then, it was time to board. I sat with my mom and this other lady because we were on a big plane that hWad 3 seats across. Once we landed here in West Palm Beach, I talked on the phone with Will. It seemed different. We couldn't find our car and it ended up taking us like 30 minutes. Then we came over to the hotel. First, my dad let me see Cardinal Newman. It looks crappy to me. I was expecting something different. Now, I'm sitting here not doing much of anything but getting ready to go to sleep. Tomorrow my brother is going to look at his school in the morning while I'm staying at the hotel and then we're looking at houses the rest of the day. Wow, if only you could hear how excited I am...sarcasm...Well, I'm going to go. I MISS MY SOUTH CAROLINA FRIENDS :(
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Happy Halloween!!

Listening to: Laguna Beach- mtv
Feeling: torn
Happy Halloween! Well, today wasn't that bad! We got to wear costumes to school today. I wore a hula skirt with a lei. I was glad once school was over. I hung out after school with Calle, Meg, Will, and Jordon for a bit. Then I came home. I did some stuff and then got ready for our neighborhood's Halloween party. I wore my poodle skirt from like the 5th grade. Calle came home from basketball, so I went over to her house to get her costume and then we came back to my house. Meg came over. We trick-or-treated in our neighborhood and then drove over to the Enclave. Sam met us over there. We then trick-or-treated there. Then, we went over into Amye's old neighborhood. It was sorta sad. After that, we called Will to see where he was. We ended up suprising him and going over to his house. That was fun. We came home and went down Dibble Lane where all the old ladies are. They gave out a lot of candy. We went to some houses on Pebble Creek, and then came back home. Everyone left and I came back to do homework and talk on the phone. Now I'm here and tomorrow is my last full day of school before I go to West Palm Beach! So, I'm going to go! Bye Bye! Happy Halloween!
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The End of a Beginning

Listening to: Full House
Feeling: good
Oops. It's been like 5 days since I've written, and I didn't mean to do that. I really need to be writing every day, but I just don't have the time or I feel lazy. Anyways... Wednesday was boring. After school, me, Calle, and Will hung out for a bit while we waited for the varsity basketball team to run past so that they wouldn't see Calle since she skipped and me since I'm not playing. All of us then went to Piggly Wiggly. We just walked around. After that, we went to Books a Million and just walked around. While Will went one direction, me and Calle tried walking up behind him scaring him, but we couldn't find him. Instead, he was behind us and scared us. HAha, it was funny..I guess you sorta had to be there. After that, we stood in the parking lot and finally went back to school and hung out until like 5:45. Then, me and Calle went home. I went to dinner with my dad at Outback along with the rest of the family since it was his last night before he went to West Palm Beach. Then, I came home, did some homework, talked on the phone, and then went to sleep. Thursday- School was the same. I didn't stay that long after school. I came home, hung around, and then went to Michaels with my mom while some people came over to look at our house. Then, I came home and talked to Brendan and Will since they were at Will's house and with Calle even though she was in North Carolina. We talked for a while which was fun. Then, I just talked to Calle for like an hour and then with Will. Then, I went to sleep. Friday- I didn't have school, so I slept in until about 10:45. I didn't even mean to sleep that late. I woke up and just watched tv and did other stuff. I went to the mall with my mom that afternoon. I got a bunch of new stuff and I was happy. I came home and talked on the phone and then went to sleep. Saturday- I thought that it wasn't going to be a good day, but it turned out into a great day! I went to try to find a costume for Halloween. I ended up just buying a hula skirt and a lei. That night, I had planned on going to Michael's party for like 30 minutes with Will and meeting Meg there, but we didn't see her car once she got there, so we just left without even going in. We then came back to my house and watched some tv. We then went on a walk. We walked all the way around the lake and stopped at the golf course. There we just went and sat down under a tree for about an hour or something. We didn't think it had been that long, but it had. I really liked just sitting together. :) We then walked back and it was so cold. He called his mom when we got back. Then we went upstairs and just sat. Then his mom called and she said she was at our house, but he didn't leave for like 10 minutes after that. That's because, well, we finally kissed. It had been forever and it finally happened. Not just once, but a couple of times. Once he left, I went to sleep. :) Today (Sunday)- I picked up my brother from his friends house. The realtor came over to look at our house, so I left and went to Barnes and Nobles and got a new Gossip Girl book to start reading. I'm excited! hehe Then, Calle came home from ECU and we went to The dollar store, walmart, target, and finally party city to get her a grass skirt. I came home, talked to Will, and then me and Calle went to his house and "ghosted" him. That was SO much fun. We came back to my house and talked for a bit. Then, I ate dinner, took a shower, and watched tv. Now, I'm getting ready to finish up my homework and go to sleep. This weekend turned out being pretty good!! This week's plans- Tomorrow is Halloween, hopefully Will can hang out with me for a little bit on Tuesday, and then Wed-Sunday I'm going to West Palm Beach. I'm nervous/excited. Well, this is long enough! Bye Bye! :)
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That Came From Nowhere

Feeling: neurotic
Well, I'm half way through the week and I'm kind of glad. Monday- School was pretty boring. My dad came and got me and we went out to lunch because it was supposed to be my dad's last day at home before he left to go to West Palm Beach, but he ended up staying the next day because of Hurricane Wilma. I finally decided that I'm not playing basketball which is kind of sad, but oh well. After school, I stood with Calle, Sam, Meg, Will, and Michael for like an hour and half just talking and stuff. I thought it was pretty fun. Then, I took Calle home and then I took Will home. I came back and that was my dad. Tuesday- Today wasn't that bad. I'm glad that our last day of school is on Thursday! Yay. Today Brendan, Will, Michael, Jake, Jordon, Calle, Sam, and Meg all hung around for a bit, but then Brendan and Will left, and we finally left around 4. I foud out about something that I'm not sure if I'm ready for it to happen. Well, nothing really exciting happened today, so I'm going to go! Bye Bye! :)
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Can't Get Enough of Your Love

Well, the weekend is over and I haven't written since Tuesday. I've been really busy. The week went pretty well. I'm glad that it's over, but last weekend was a lot better than this one. Thursday (Oct. 20)I only went to school until 4th period. We got out to go to lunch at D's with the volleyball team because we had the beginning of our state tournament in Sumter at 3. We won that match, but then lost our second one to Northwoods. I came home and talked to Will on the phone for a while. We've been dating two months since this day! Woo hoo. Friday- School was alright. We had a pep rally which made the day seems shorter. We got carnations during homeroom which was cool. After school, I had my last volleyball practice which was sad. Mr. Watson also told us that he wasn't going to be coaching anymore which was sad. I went over to Ashlee's to get ready for the game because people were looking at our house, and then I got to come back because the people left early. I went to the game and I had fun. Everyone talked which was good. Haha, and I talked to someone a lot which was really good. I thought it was the funnest football game that we've had all year! I came home and talked on the phone for the bit. I didn't go to bed until 1 AM which was bad because I woke up really early the next morning. Saturday I left my house at 6:20 AM because I had to be at school to leave for volleyball at 6:45. We stopped at Chick-fil-a on the way. We had our first volleyball match at 8:30. We won and then had to play Northwoods. We lost the first game, won the second game, and we were winning the third game, but ended up losing. I came home with the team afterwards and just came home. It was kind of a bittersweet moment saying goodbye to everyone because I won't talk to my teamates like I did with them. Plus, we all won't be playing together next season either. I went to O'Charley's with my mom for dinner while the realtor brought some people over to look at our house. I came home and went to Calle's. Then, we went and got some ice cream from Marble Slab. It was good. We sat outside at the Sandhills place for a while and then we went back to her house. It was fun. I came home and went to sleep then talked on the phone and then went back to sleep lol. Today I woke up around 11. I was so tired. I put our new computer together and then went with Calle to play Putt Putt since it was so nice outside. We rode in the jag and people kept looking at us. It was fun haha. We then went to Party City and I came home to work on homework. Now I'm here typing this! This week is only a 4 day week. We don't have school Friday! yay...Nothing really exciting is going to happen this week. Nothing will happen this weekend I'm sure. Blah..and it's annoying too! Well, I'm going to go! Bye! :)
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It's Happening All Too Fast

Listening to: Direct Effect
Feeling: alone
The rest of Monday was pretty good. I went to Calle's and we just hung out and stuff. We went to Josh Joseph's house to get some camo stuff for Calle for Camo day on Wednesday. We came back and then I got ready for volleyball. On the way there, some guy from the interstate honked at me and looked over because I had my windows rolled down. I couldn't really see what he looked like, but I'm sure he was not good looking. That night wasn't that good. Today school was pretty lame. I would still rather be going to school here, so I'm not really complaining. We won our last home volleyball match against Heathwood! 3 games to 0. I was sad because it was mine and all the senior's last home game. When I came home, I was sitting in the car and I started crying. I don't wat to move. I'm scared. I'm scared how all my relationships with my friends are going to change. I don't want to start over, and I don't want to leave my comfort zone. I'm going to miss it so much, and I'm scared things are already changing between me and someone else. I'm not ready for it to. We still have November and December. Hopefully nothing will. Now I'm getting ready to go out to eat for my mom's birthday. It's going to be a late night since it's already almost 8. Bye Bye. :/
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Because YOU Live

Feeling: good
Happy Monday everyone! We don't have school today, so it's the perfect time to write an entry! This past weekend was SO awesome and I had such a great time!! Friday night at the football game was not that much fun. We ended up losing to Hammond, but that was not why I was mad. I barely talked to someone that night. He knows it too. I was really mad, but we worked everything out, so I think everything is good! Saturday, I woke up around 9 and got ready to go to the Varsity girl's tennis match. I met Meg, Niki, and Kelley all at Manhattan Bagel. That place was good! I had never been there before. After we at breakfast, we all went to the tennis match. Their team ended up winning state!! After that, I came home and ate lunch and took a shower. Calle wanted to get some pajama pants for Spirit Week on Tuesday, so I said I would go with her. After she got her pants from Kohls, I thought we were going home, but then she said we were going to Will's. I was kinda mad because I didn't really want to see him because of the night before, but it actually ended being really fun. It was pretty funny of what happened, but I can't really say what did. :) I came home and Ashlee and Lauren came over around 5. Then, everyone met at my house around 6:30. Ashlee and Calle rode with me to the Haunted Trail in Saluda Shoals, and Sam, Meg, Kat, and Lauren followed behind me. Everyone but Calle and Ashlee went through the trail. Jordon met us there. I was scared, so I held on to Will. :) We all ended up going through it twice, except Megan. I still got scared, so I was holding on to Will again haha. After that, we left and went to pick up Kristen from her house. Then, we got some chick-fil-a and all came back to my house to spend the night. We all had a lot of fun. We laughed a lot. We went to sleep around 2:30 and woke up before 10. Sunday was AWESOME. Kristen had to leave before 10, and so me, Calle, and Ashlee woke up and made some pancakes. They were good. After, Calle had to leave and Ashlee stayed over for a little while. Her mom and aunt came to pick her up and her aunt looked through our house since she's a real estate agent. After she left, I went to take a shower and got ready for the Jesse McCartney concert. I was SO excited. I went and picked up Calle and Kristen, and then got Ashlee. We parked and walked to see Jesse. The concert was SO awesome. Jesse is SO hot and his concert was SOOO good. We were right in the middle, and we could see!! It was perfect. The girl that got to go up on stage with him was SO lucky! After the concert, I came home and got ready for the "suprise party" I didnt leave my house until like 8:45 because supposedly I was supposed to get kidnapped, but they couldn't find my house, so Calle and Kristen ran down to get me. It was so happy because I was really suprised because I thought that they had gone to Defender. We got there and the party wasn't that bad. I had fun! :) I got to slow dance to Anything But Mine, Because You Live, and If you're not the one with Will. I even talked to him a lot last night, so it was good. There is someONE that is rather annoying...nothing happened between us last night though. Nothing ever has or will...ahh Anyways, after the party, Will and Brendan were supposed to be riding back with Sam and LAuren, but instead they rode home with us and I dropped them off. I came back and went to sleep. Today I have volleyball practice and that is about it. I'm getting scared. October only has a 2 weeks left, and then November is almost here. Then, I have half of December, and then I'm moving. I don't want to go. My friends are the best people in the world, and I'm going to miss them SO much. Then, there is Will. If we're still together by the time I move, hopefully we can still talk and stuff. It will only be like 3 1/2 months. I don't want to move and I don't want to have to start over. It sucks. This coming week, I have volleyball almost every day. Our state tournament is on Saturday, and then Sunday my mom is working all day so I won't get to hang out with Will at my house unless we did something different. Who knows...Well, I'm going to go. Bye! :)
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Friday Friday Friday

Listening to: Laguna Beach
Feeling: good
It's finally Friday and I'm so excited for the weekend!! Let's recap the last couple of days... Wednesday- School was a half day and we got out at 11:45. We had to take the PSAT. I thought that the english sections were a lot easier than the math sections. After school, I had volleyball practice. I had to pick Calle up from San Jose and then I came home. I took a shower and then went to get my hair cut. I was in dire need for one, and I was very happy to get one! Thursday- I felt like I was barely at school. I didn't wake up until 8 because I went to get my waiver that morning. I got it, but the lady zoomed in on my head so my picture looks bad. haha. I went to school during 2nd period and took my geometry quiz. Then, during 4th period, we took our spanish quiz and then went to the gym to be on tv and clap for Colby for getting WLTX Player of the Week. That was cool. Then, I left after 4th period and went to the orthadontist to get a new retainer. My mom met me there. After I got my new retainer (which took like 5 minutes)and then we talked with Dr. Boyd for a bit. We left and then I came home to eat lunch. I then went back to school during 6th period. Computer we had a test and then school was over! :) After school, I talked for a bit and then went home to get my volleyball bag. I came back to school around 4:45 to watch JV. We played at 6:15. Will and a bunch of other people were there. That's the most fans we've ever had! :) We ended up losing, but we won the first game. I played the best that game! After the game, I talked with Will and Calle, and then I took Calle home. I stopped at her house and we found out how we were going to wear our hear for Crazy Hair Day which was on Friday. I came home and that was that. Today (Friday)- I woke up at 6:15 and picked up Calle around 6:50 to go get balloons and stuff from Walmart. We came back to Calle's around 7:15 and Mrs. Kucharski put our hair up in braids. It looked so cute! We didn't get to school until 8, but we didn't go to class until 8:15 because Mrs. Condra and Mrs. Watson were taking pictures. The rest of the day was pretty boring. I came home after school and now I'm here getting ready to go to the CN football game against Hammond. I'm sure we'll lose, but whatever. This weekend is going to be so much fun!! Bye Bye! :)
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Meow Meow!

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: good
Hello! Tomorrow is already Wednesday! This week is going by pretty fast! Monday- School was pretty boring. I wasn't in that good of a mood due to some person, but that's another story. Since I didn't have practice for volleyball after school, I went with Calle and Kristen to the Chick-Fil-A to change into normal clothes. Meg and Nick met us there. From there, we all went to the fair. We ended up meeting up with Sam and Kelley. I thought the fair was pretty fun. I thought that the haunted house thing was supposed to be really scary, so me and Meg were holding on to each other crouching down. I still screamed. Me, Kelley, Sam, Meg, and Nick all went on the ferris wheel together and ended up getting stuck after going around twice. We had to wait a little bit before they ever got it fixed. After we went on the ride, we got a funnel cake. It was really good. Then, Kelley took us to this place to buy candy, but I didn't want any so me and MEg went to the WIS tent. Sam, Kelley, and Nick came later. We ended up being on the WLTX news during the weather part. We all waved and stuff. My parents saw me because I called them to tell them I was going to be on it. It was cool. After that, Kristen and Calle left with me. Kristen and I dropped off Calle and then went to the store for my mom to get some detergent. That was funny but fun at the same time. I came home, took a shower, talked on the phone, and went to sleep. Today school seemed to go by a little faster. After school, we had volleyball practice and then I came home. Calle called me to go play tennis with her and hit the balls around. I went. That was so fun and funny. I used to play tennis, but after watching me today, there would have been no way to tell that I could play. Oh well. It was another Molly/Calle moment that I'll be able to laugh about later on. Now I'm here getting ready to eat dinner and then talk on the phone. Tomorrow school is only half a day. Yay! Well, that's all I have, so bye! :)
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Lets Go Pirates

Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: bewildered
Wow, the weekend is over, and it's another week of school that I'm not looking forward to. I know we won't have as many tests this week even though the quarter ends on Thursday because we had a lot last week. Yesterday was a pretty good Saturday. I walked to Calle's house around 12:15. We left around 1. It was about 3 hours to Greenville. On the way there, we watched 16 Candles which is such a cute movie, listened to music, and then talked with Colby and Mrs. Kucharski. It was fun. Once we got there, we got ready and then left for the football game around 5. We got there and by the time we got to the coache's wives area, it was about 6. Their football games are a lot different than USC's. The stadium is located right in the middle of their campus. Obviously USC's stadium is A LOT bigger, people get more dressed up for USC's games (not that I minded people just wearing t-shirts with jeans AT ALL) and just other stuff like that. During the game, me and Calle went to the regular part where everyone usually sits. There were a bunch of teenager people hanging out which would be the "ramp" at USC, but was just the other end of the football field against the gate. Nothing special. ECU ended up winning by a lot. I'm not sure what the score was. After the game, we kept getting prank calls and we thought it was Will, Brendan, Jones, and Palmer. We found out it was Jordon and Michael L. Wow, that was funny let me tell ya...not. We came back to the Holtz's and a bunch of people were there. I talked to Will for a little bit, then me and Calle just hung out. We talked with everybody for a while, and then went into Skip's office to go to sleep, but talked for a long time and didn't go to bed around 2. This morning we woke up around 9:15. There were so many people and everyone was being really loud. We got up and ate breakfast. Then, we played Colby in pool. I lost because I am not good at it. Then, we got on the computer and went riding on the golf cart. Their golf cart was awesome. We came back and got ready to leave. On our way back, we worked on our physics test, watched Princess Diaries 2, ate, and listened to music. I came home and took a shower. Then. I cleaned my room and my bathroom because we're putting our house up for sale this week. I'm not excited for that. Well, I think something is going on because someone hasn't called me and they won't tonight, and they did't Friday either. Hm... Well, I'm tired and I'm going to the fair tomorrow so I need to go to sleep! Night! :)
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Stole This From Lori

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: alright
>2) Name: Molly 3) Sign: Libra > 4) Siblings: 1 > 5) Hair color: dirty blonde > 6) Eye color: blue > 7) Shoe size: 9.5 > 8) Full name: Molly Anne Kent *-;-* R e l a t i o n s h i p s~* > 1) Who are your best friends: Calle, Ashlee, Amye & Lori > 2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yep...Will :) > 3) Name the last person you went out with before now?: Corey > 4) Are you still with them?: nope > 5) If not, why did you break up?:I didn't like him anymore and he never called me > 6) How long has it been since you've been together?: 2 months and a couple of weeks > 7) Who are you with now?: Will Taylor ;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *-;-* > 1) Do you do drugs: no > 2) What kind of shampoo do you use: Biolage > 3) What kind of conditioner do you use: Biolage > 4) What are you most scared of: kidnappers, spiders > 5) What are you listening to right now?: nothing > 6) What car do you wish to have: Newer version of my jeep grand cherokee > 7) Who is the last person that called you: Calle > 8) Where do you want to get married: on the beach x. Three things you are often complimented for: 1. playing good in volleyball/ basketball 2. being organized 3. being sweet x. A compliment you got that made you blush: hmmm x. Makes you happy: Calle, thinking about old memories x. Upsets you: thinking about moving, losing a parent, other stuff L a s t . . . x. Movie you rented: I don't remember x. Movie you bought: don't remember x. Song you listened to: Anything but Mine x. Song you've downloaded: some song I forgot x. CD you bought: I haven't bought one in a longgg time x. CD you listened to: a burned one x. TV show you've watched: Laguna Beach D o . . . x. You wish you could live somewhere else: NOT ANYMORE x. Others find you attractive: not really x. You want more piercings: nope...2 holes in each ear is fine x. You smoke: no and I never will x. You like cleaning: sometimes x. You like roller coasters: yes x. You write in cursive or print: print x. You carry a donor card: it says on my license that I'm a donor x. You have a crush on somebody: I'm dating someone so does that count? haha H a v e Y o u. . . x. Ever cried over a boy/girl: yeah x. Ever lied to someone: yes x. Ever been arrested: no W h a t . . . x. Clothes are you wearing: a t-shirt and jeans x. Shoes do you wear: rainbows N u m b e r . . . x. Of times you have been in love: never x. Of times you have had ur heart broken: I don't think I have x. Of hearts you have broken: none x. Of guys/girls you have kissed: 1 x. Of people you consider you're enemies: hmm x. Of CDs' that you own: a lot x. Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: a couple W i t h T h e O p p o s i t e S e x . . . x. What do you notice first: face x. Last person you danced with: no clue. W h o . . . x. Makes you laugh the most: Calle x. Makes you smile: lots of people x. Do you have a crush on: I'm dating someone so does that count? I guess in that case it would be Will haha
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Excuses Excuses

Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: good
Yay the weekend is finally here! I am happy! I didn't write this whole week basically because I was pretty busy and I was tired. Tuesday we won our volleyball match against Ben Lippen. We had to play 5 games and we ended up winning. I was very happy. We had mass at school that day too. It was alright. Wednesday- School was boring. I had volleyball practice and that was about it. Thursday- We had a volleyball match at Hammond. We lost 3 games in a row. 2 of the games we were up 23-25 and we still ended up losing. It made me so mad...I came home and got on the phone with Calle, Brendan, and Will trying to help them with their spanish quiz corrections even though I had turned mine in the day before. Then, everyone got off and I talked on the phone with Will. Friday (Yesterday)- School was pretty boring. During lunch, I ordered my carnations and stuff. We had a sub in drama and watched this horrible movie. I just slept. Computer was bad too. I didn't feel good so I was glad to get out of that class too. I came home and didn't do much of anything. I got online and looked at some houses in West Palm Beach. Calle came and picked me up and me and her went to get her family's pizza from Dominos. Then, I came back home and ate my pizza. Then, I went over to Calle's house. We just talked, got online, and watched Dirty Dancing/ Miss Congeniality at the same time. Then, I came home and went to sleep. Today I am getting ready to go with Calle to North Carolina for the ECU game. I'm excited!! Well, I need to go finish packing! Bye Bye! :)
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You Do Your Thing

Listening to: Laguna Beach
Feeling: alright
Happy Monday. I'm glad that today is over and that tomorrow is Tuesday. I'm looking forward to the weekend already. I know I shouldn't wish away my weeks like I do, especially since I'm moving, but I can't help it. I would rather do things with my friends on the weekend rather than go to school. School was pretty boring today. We didn't really do anything that fun. We played ultimate frisbee in computer. That was actually fun. Me, Calle, and Kristen were all on the same team and we were laughing so hard. Our team ended up winning too! We scored and help asisst. I feel proud. hehe! We got out of school at 2 o'clock today. That was pretty nice. I came home for like an hour and a half and then had to go back to school for volleyball practice. It was actually pretty fun. Then, I took Cassidy home. We stopped at the gas station. Then, I needed to get a car wash, but since the Exxon doesn't have a car wash on Forest Acres, Cass insisted we go to the other one on Clemson. So, we went there and I had to buy some more gas. Then we went to the car wash spot, we go through the thing, and I think I'm supposed to keep on driving through. Big mistake. I didn't even get my car washed! Cassidy was laughing so hard that she was crying. I thought I used up my carwash thingy, so I went to buy some more gas. We then ended up getting 2 car washes. It was so funny. We sang and danced on the way home. It was so much fun. I came home, took a shower, ate dinner, talked on the phone, and now I'm here! Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day! :) Tomorrow- School, Ashlee & I's pregame ritual meal, and then Ben Lippen volleyball match! Nighty night! :)
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Nothing Is Going To Change

Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: alright
Well, the weekend is over. I didn't do that much this weekend. It was pretty boring. I would still rather be out of school than in school, but oh well. Yesterday I woke up late. My mom was having a garage sale, but I didn't really help her do any of the selling. I just helped get everything out there the night before. I tried working on my scrapbook. I wasn't in the creative mood though. I'm trying to remember what all I did, but I didn't really do much. I went to pick up OutBack for dinner with my dad. The guy who brought us the food stared at me the whole time. He was creepy. I came home and fixed my myspace, then I talked on the phone, but wasn't in a talkative mood. Today I woke up around 10. I got on the computer and looked at the schools in West Palm some more. I would still rather be living here. I worked on my scrapbook and did 4 pages total. I plan on having a lot more by the time I move. My dad took me to the Verizon Wireless store to get my plan changed to that I could text anyone for free. After that, Calle came over and she took me and Cass to drop off Cass at D's. Me and her drove around and then went to Rising High for dinner. After that, we went to Barnes and Noble and looked at magazines. They didn't really have any good ones. We then went back and sat and waited on Cassidy to finish eating dinner. Then, I came home and talked to Will on the phone. Lets just say the conversation went from being really bad to pretty good. It was an actual fight I guess that I had never had. I didn't like it because it made me upset. It just didn't really add on to the whole moving thing. It's ok now because everything is good again. :) Now I'm here writing this entry. Tomorrow we get out of school at 2 o'clock. I still have to come back to school for volleyball practice. Oh well. This week- Volleyball matches against Ben Lippen and Hammond, hanging out with Will on Friday, the ECU game with Calle on Saturday and Sunday! I'm excited! :) Bye!
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It's Official

Listening to: The OC that I taped
Feeling: used
Well, it's official. Let's start off with how today was. I was happy that today is Friday. I am so looking forward to the weekend just because we don't have to be in school. I had a theology test first period. We had a sub third period and a sub fourth period. Lunch was the usual. I was happy to be there with my friends. We had an assembly sixth period. They talked to us about college and all this stuff. It made me want to do really well, and I really want to go to University of Florida. I thought that would be hard seeing as I would be living in South Carolina, but that all is going to change. Computer was boring. We had a pep rally. During the pep rally, the volleyball team had to get up in front of everyone and do a dance/cheer. It was kind of embarrasing, but we did a pretty good job on it. After school, I came home and watched tv. Once my dad came home, I found out that he had been offered the job in West Palm Beach, and it does pay more than what he is getting paid now. Everyone thinks he is going to be fired by the end of October, and we decided that it would be better to know that my dad does have a job making good income with a house, rather than living in an apartment without a good income, and so forth. So with that said, I am going to be moving to West Palm Beach after Christmas break. Do I want to move? NOT AT ALL. It's so hard writing this without starting to cry. I called Calle as soon as I found out just because she told me she wanted to know first. I didn't want to ruin her weekend by telling her, but she wanted to know. It was so hard telling her. I started crying and she was crying, and I am just completely upset. I don't know what is going to happen with me and Will. Obviously we will break up by the time I move. Hopefully we can just have fun these next couple of months and whatever happens, happens. Time can only tell. Hopefully things will just get better. Well, I'm going to go, so I will write tomorrow. Bye
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