What is your name? Paula Gayle Smith Are you named after anyone? My grandpas Brown and Smith What's your screename? Shadowkat Would you name a child of yours after you? No Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? Only people from different countries Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No Basics Your gender: Female Single? Yes If not, do you want to be? Yes Birthdate: June 1st Your age: 18 Age you act: 21 Age you wish you were: 21 Your height: 5'6" Hair color: Brown roots and blonde ends Happy with it? Yes Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty Do you speak another language?: A little spanish Have a favorite quote? "No one's a virgin. Life screwed us all." Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it? You have live life the best you can or else you just throw your life to the dogs Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Yes Do you have any secrets? Yes Do you hate yourself? When I look back on specific decisions Do you have any bad habits? Pushing people away What is the compliment you get from most people? You're a very beautiful woman (yeah right) What's your biggest fear? Being forgotten by the world or dying alone without ever achieving complete happiness Can you sing? Yes What are your #1 priorities in life? Get out of college with a good GPA, get a good career, get my ideal job, get married and pssible start a family. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I hate being anti-social Do you think you are emotionally strong? Yes Do you think life has been good so far? Not really What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Don't quite just because you're tired. You'll lose everything if you do. What is the fictional character you are most like? Squall Leonhart-doesn't know who he really is and keeps to himself to stay safe Are you perceived wrongly? Yes Do You... Smoke? No Do drugs? OTC drugs Read the newspaper? The news is always bad, so no Pray? Yes Go to church? Whenever I'm home Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes Take walks in the rain? When it's nice outside Drive? Yes Have You Ever? Been out of the country? No but that will change in 3 1/2 years Been in love? Yes Gotten beaten up? By my mom Been on stage? All my life back home Slept outdoors? In tents and a camper Talked on the phone all night? No Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? Yes, numerous times Slept all day? Not in me to do so Thought you're going crazy? Yes Been betrayed? Yes Had a dream that came true? Yes Met a famous person? Billy Gilman Been in a mosh-pit? Yes Beliefs Miracles? Yes Magic? Yes God? Yes Satan? Yes, see him all the time Santa? Yes, especially during the holidays Love at first sight? Yes Easter bunny? Never have Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? Yes Do you wish on stars? No, just gaze at them Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Yes Do you think God has a gender? No one knows as long as they are alive, just mostly talk like he is a he Do you believe in organized religion? I accept it and having a church helps, but not everyone needs it Where do you think we go when we die? Heaven or Hell Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes Who is your best friend? Kayla and Maryanne Who's the one person that knows most about you? Kayla What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Take care of yourself and you will achieve happiness Thing you're picked on most about? My anti-socialness Last person you talked to online? Skyeler Who do you talk to most online? Kayla Who are you on the phone with most? My parents Who do you trust most? My black lab, Haley Who's the best singer? Kayla Who's on your shit-list? Right now, no one but one is close to being added Do you always feel understood? Hardly Do you trust others easily? Nope Name one person whose arms you feel safe in: That doesn't matter anymore Do your friends know you? Sometimes I feel like they don't, but most of the time yes Friend that lives farthest away: Kayla lives out in New York, Stefanie in Texas, and Heather in Florida Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake? Uncertain anymore What do you find romantic? A walk on the beach at sunset or a walk in a light rainshower Turn-off? People who are self-centered and can't say no to anything First kiss? Brad Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going get to know em? I like to know who they are to a small extent prior to dating, but getting to know them better is the best part of dating What's the last present someone gave you? A ring from my great-grandmother's house the day of her wedding Right This Moment... Are you going out? Been out all day, sick, so no Will it be with your significant other? Don't have one What are you worried about right now? Finals and the holidays What's on your mousepad? At home....-_- Beth's Marvin Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Blah, lonely, tired, reflective,...here.... Are you talking to anyone online? No Are you lonely or content? Lonely Are you listening to music? "Feel It In Your Heart"-Cold