Entry #120..This year is the worst year possible

Feeling: down
I've lost one friend because of a post but it was bound to happen. When you're pressured into the beginnings of a relationship, all your mind tells you is to run and that is what I did. I don't regret it but wish he would just grow up and accept that I never had anything more than friendship with him. Well, aside from that I talked to my mom yesterday and found out that our trial is set for March 8th, 2 days prior to my spring break. I'll be in Logan 2 days extra if all things go as planned. However, we might not go to court right away due to the other side's lawyer might be passing off the case. Things are so chaotic. I just wish we could get this over with. I so cannot stay easy and relaxed and it sucks. I just can't understand why the judge told us to go to court. I hate all of this. Why is this happening? I'm in college, suppose to be having fun but it's not happening. Exams are killing me physically and the court case mentally.
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im sorry if it felt like i was pressuring you, i wasnt meaning too at all
i had it coming.