10. Resolutions (yeah right)

Listening to: Ciara-1,2, Step
Feeling: bothered
This is going to sound cliché or whatever, but yeah, I decided I’m actually going to make some resolutions this year. Nothing spectacular, just different than what I’m used to. First off, as you’ve probably already noticed, I don’t have much of a life, so I got to improve that by taking on extra curricular activities or find some new hobby or something. I’m planning on starting photography again; that’ll be fun. Also, I want to get serious about my writing. So far this year, all I’ve written are some sorry-ass excuses for poems, not even a short story yet. Kind of sad, considering I love writing, but yeah, I’m going to change that. I will start by writing at least two pages for this idea for a story I came up with. Maybe if it’s any good, I’ll post some of it; but I doubt that. Ok, also I want to start my own basketball team here. There aren’t any, really, for girls, so I’d like to start the first one. It will only be for fun to begin with, but maybe it’ll progress into something more later; I’m hoping, that is. Hmm, I also realized I got too much time on my hands, and all I really do al day is homework, listen to music, and just stay at home, mostly; so I’ll do something about that. Maybe volunteer somewhere? I don’t know, perhaps… Ok I think that’s pretty much all the resolutions I have for now, I’ll add anything extra later on, I guess. Oh yeah, I wanted to post this song in here, the Gundam Wing one. Its pretty good (the original lyrics are in Japanese, but here’s the translation): “Just wild beat communication While being pounded by rain I want to express this unfading passion With my entire body, tonight! I held your Damp shoulders to warm you. Your fingers tremble; What are they seeking? Even if it's in broken speech, I want you to tell me your pain. Pretending that the pain's worn off Doesn’t make you an adult. I want to protect that look in your eyes Believe in the love That can change sadness to strength. Just wild beat communication Don't be afraid of anything. Because no one's going to take away Our shared feelings of now. Just wild beat communication While being pounded by rain I want to express this unfading passion With my entire body, tonight! I want to spend the night Nestled close to you until the faraway dawn. We can lose everything else, As long as we don't lose tenderness. Through kisses, more than words, We feel each other's heartbeats, Drawing passion near; Momentary, yet eternal... I want to gaze at you, painfully, intensely. You're so precious to me It almost brings me to tears. Just wild beat communication Don't surrender anything, Because when you have someone who understands you, You can fight on. Just wild beat communication Don't let go of love Unleash all of the complexities of your heart, and show me Your true self, overflowing and passionate, tonight! Just wild beat communication Don't be afraid of anything. Because no one's going to take away Our shared feelings of now. Just wild beat communication While being pounded by rain I want to express this unfading passion With my entire body, tonight!” Pretty sweet, eh. Anyway, just thought of another resolution: I am not going to take what everyone says so seriously. In other words, won’t dwell on stupid things, otherwise everything becomes ten times more complicated than it really should be. Also, I’ll try to stop being so sensitive about shit that doesn’t even call for my sensitivity :P AND, one more for now, I’ll try to stop swearing as much as I do. HA HA. Well maybe you could tell by this entry compared to previous ones, that I’ve improved. *Yeah right* That’s all I can think of to write about for now, so peace out motha fuckas ;)
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hey!You kno I hate the new year. I have to start all over. And it's not worth it when I've left everything in the last year..Not making sense am I? kt
[Anonymous]
lots of resolutions. i didnt make any myself (last year i did, and it only lasted me a small bit lol). good luck in keeping them :) some of them sound really good, like writing. i love writing :)

yeah, i hate home work. i had so much over break... only actually did some of it.

Hope all is well,

Patric