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been a rather 'fun' packed(ha! thats a laugh) year i'm gonna let you know what i think of all of you-and,unlike usual,i'm not apologising in advance if i hurt your feelings. Deal with it. Hmmm who should i do first???i think i'll save the best till last. Jo. Well dear we have had an eventful year haven't we?It started off so 'innocently' just us worrying(kinda) about Gcse's-turned outthat wouldn't be the worst thing that happened lasy year,didn't it,prolly for me more than you.Thankyou for taking me to Vies for the first time and introducing me to such fabulous(well in some cases maybe not)peeps.Thankyou for being there all the way through exams(and everything else)-prolly would of had a mental breadown if it wasn't for you. Last couple of months were hard to get through,glad we made it through finally and i hope it will never happen again....i want you to know that i love you dearly no one could ever take your place.... Ste. Hmmm well,kinda a wierd year with you...Started off kinda not-sure-y and it didn't get much better-got to say your insults were the best insults i've ever got you deffinitely deserve Mr.Mega-Biatch of the year award,but i deserved it so i'll let you off. Then it just got even more wierd when i really couldn't decide how i felt about you-i have deffinitely loved and lost you many times in the last year if you get what i'm babbling on about,lol. Flirting with you,kissing you,being pinned up against a wall in vies you,fighting with you,general knowing-ness you has been loads of shiney happy fun.Gutted that we didn't get it together in the end...maybe some other time.Prolly would be best if i stopped flirting with you cos as long as imagining an us then i'm not up to getting anywhere with anyone else-cos i wanna be free just in case-and i don't like being single tbh... But love you loads and loads(if you ever download that attachment that i sent you then you'll understand just how much)..thanks for getting me hooked on the O.C. and One Tree Hill.lol. Caddy. If you read the first part of this entry then you will prolly know how i feel about you.Although i've slagged you off in the past i wouldn't have a word said against you know.Glad we talked everything out-well i cried it out but you get me.Before we were going out you were one of the mostest bestest friends ive ever had(and ive had alot)always watching out for me and amking me feel better-wish we could be like that again..but even if we can't be then thank for the memories(the friendly ones and the couply ones)i ahve to say your the first bf that ive had that i truly loved. Love you loads always-if you need me you know where i am. Jay. Don't even know if you come on here anymore but thanks for being a good friend when i needed it...don't really know you that well so can't write much.But i do know your better off with out Emily,you can do way better. Luv ya hun. Mike. I know you'll be on hear,prolly tomorrow considering your not in college today.It has been great getting to know you over the last year.You are absolutely my kinda perfect guy-it is a real shame that you live in Hull :( cos you know we'd be together if you lived closer lol.Hope were gonna know each other for a long time to come-looking forward to meeting you one day. Chew. Well,what can i say dear-your last. I really have tried very very hard in the last year to find something good about you.At first i thought you were the sh*t-but then i realised that was just your cockiness.Everytime i found something to like you let me down again.I have to say i was 100% odsessed with you-i thoguht you were the perfect guy. I was very wrong. After knowing you for a year ive realsied your nothing special.I've tried,for the last couple of months to convince my self that if nothing else your a good friend-but your not that either.I could call you alot of things but i think the one thing that stands out is that your self centred. Don't get me wrong sometimes,when we spent time together alone i was happy,but when i looked back on those times i know you were just playing me so you could use me.You have never loved me thats for sure,being as self involved as you are you have never cared that you hurt me so many times. The biggest regret i have from the last year listening to all your meaningless bullsh*t,and of course sleeping with you-i really have no idea why i slept with you three times,considering afte the first time i knew that you were 1)using 2)(this really has to be said cos obviously no one else is gonna say it)really bad in bed.For a guy who thinks that every woman wants him-i would of thought you were at least just a little bit better in bed. At this point i would usually apologise for hurting to your feelings but i really dont think i have nothing to aplogise for. There you go everyone. love you all xx