i think i'm missin something...i don't know what but it feels like there's something wrong.Christmas is usually my fave time of year...and i've had the christmas spirit,but now it's gone away :( well suppose it's mostly cos me and Jo aren't as close as we were...it has to be that cos everything else is all gravy...ok so no im single like i was last xmas and im not with the guy i wanna be with but im doing something about it.No i don't have a job but xmas is in 3 days so no probs really. I've really tried just to accept the fact that the girl who has been there for the last 2 years,who has practically been a sister to me isn't around anymore that she's hanging out with ppl who i have despised like forever well cept sarah she's sound and not justine cos she's fair sound just kla never could stand her... She's going out xmas eve apparently which im fair gutted to fuck about but anyways... well a merry xmas to all those who are gonna have a much better christmas than me.. :'(