hi dee hi! well i am feeling soooooooooo much better.me and shell have made up and im no longer mad with jealousy 'cos she's erased HIS number from her phone and refuses to talk to him anymore. have had exams for last two days and i'm pretty confident that have done ok so far(i shouldn't curse myself- but heh what the hell) Big sis has just asked me to babysit on new years and she's gonna pay me loads,(i don't have anything else to do,how sad am i?i'd love to go to the cellar bar with jo and her lot,i.e jo's WONDERFUL new boyfriend and her urmmm...intereeeesting friends:/except everytime i go out with them i feel out of place cos all of them either smoke-most things,drink-which i do but not to the same extent or take drugs-not sure about that one but i'm probably right and they're talking about stuff-how pissed they got the night before or who screwed around with who-i'm either bored senseless or i don't have a clue who or what they're talking about-so i think i'll skip that little new years adventure-shame really getting so drunk i wouldn't be able to stand up sounds like loads of fun-wish i had someone to go with-you know,maybe a boyfriend or someone who would talk about something that i had just the slightest clue about-oh well maybe next,oh wait, maybe not im supposed to be in Finland next new year,which will be waaaaay more fun than a drunken bender at the cellar bar. well history exam tomorrow,gotta get to bed nitey-nite xxxxxxxxxx