bored ............... however feel high on something...maybe lfe...maybe not... tired but i'm awake and I feel wierd.spoke to ex last night against my own will,he took ages to answer....apparently he was doing his homework..... kept the convo as short as poss heres the gist me:urm....hi him:hi.... me:its kacy... him:oh hi...how are you (didnt answer question)me:how are you him:good/fine,i was doing my homework me:sorry for interrupting....urm him:whats up me:urm..i need a favour and now im bored so it basically went on like that for another few minutes with lots of urms and interesting poses,was going to ask him how him and his new g/f were going...but i didnt any way will see him on my b/day so have to calm down....and not freak out. in the meantime i can fantasise about a guy that jo met......hmmmmm 18 days till im 16 and legal