change of heart

Listening to: metallica-i disappear
Feeling: balanced
'k so yesterday i signed on and i wrote a REALLY long entry,so long that by the time i came to saving it the site had logged me off...and i hadn't realised so i lost it.Basically it was just me having a really long winge about senseless shit which really doesn't seem that big a deal now.i was walkin home from school and well...it's amazing what a difference a half hour walk can make it seems i just needed to walk off my probs and now there gone...all of them.well there still knida there but i have lots a little plans to work everything out,but to sum up yesterdays unsaved diary rant,it was basically jealousy toward everybody around me and i kinda let get out control a bit...and ..well i feel really stupid now im just glad jo didn't ring last night or else she would of got all of my frustration,which wouldn't of been good...at all. anyways...even though i have sorted the probs out,i've still got loads on my mind like leavers party and exams....ugh i give up being a teenager it's far too stressful,yo dude in in the sky it's k im done now.we can just skip forward a couple of years in life to when im about 20 ish? feel free skip any time ya want. k well this isn't as long as i wanted it to be but it will do.. chow x
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it's not as easy being 20.. trust me :P whole new set of problems to deal with.

anytime u wanna talk hun, i'm only a fonecall away, i don't mind u offloading all your stress on me :) Thats what i'm here for..

Promise you'll ring if u wanna talk! :)