hiya*
i know that you might read this later when your home from work,i hope work was ok hun.
i'm really sorry for being a stressy hormonal teenage bitch from hell the last couple of days with my random outburst and all.
iwas thinkin on friday that when you hugged me that there wasn't anything there as in were nowhere near as close as we used to be...and then i found out you were stoned..so maybe we are but i don't know nm.
i do want us to be as close as we were before eveything kinda got wierd and fucked up.
twas good to get a hug of you for the first time in about three weeks,i dont what it is but your hugs kinda rock there all big and warm and now im babling so i'll just shut up right about now.
luv ya x
I want what u want, but needs time. Yeah it felt weird to me on friday as well.. maybe wouldn't have been as weird if jo wasn't there, that was the first time i'd seen her since we broke up. but we're talking again now.
give it time :)
But why don't u come out Saturday night? :( Hazel's going to a wedding and it'll be cool to have some female company :)
p.s. i'm not using u :(
I'll just have to try and drag Jo out then :P... Although the whole thing with caddy might stop her... i don't want to have to settle for Ste :P
ste will do fine hes perfectly feminine
i need female company!! :O