two new poems. "November Sky" I Gaze into the windows of his soul, greeted with amber brilliance, sparkling, showing his spirit, twinkling like stars in the November sky. His lyrical voice whispers to me, carried like the wind, the soothing tone surrounds me and lights my heart within. The melodic chords of sweet nothings remind me, of a late November sky. When i feel the breeze in my hair, feel the sunlight on my skin, see the leaves float to earth, the snow gently fall, i turn gaze to far away; i smile for him, My November Sky. "Memory" In the darkened silence I whisper out your name I wonder why I was cheated by this cruel and unfair game. I shed the tears of a shattered soul, my eyes like ice my anger like coal. Moonlight through the window shimmers, dances opon ashen skin where a tear in beautiful sadness glimmers with agony it's kin. ^^Both Copyright Kelly Carson. (thats me.) please dont plagarize. i guess i should put an actual entry. I've been fine. lifes a bowl of effing pudding. for those who'd like to hear my rant, here it is. Juan is driving me insane. Everyone agrees he's changed. Everyone that knew him. I'm not alone. Katie's..irked? about something. Not that i really care. she can be a bitch. I've been down. Really down. N i need something to cheer me up. something weird's been going on. everytime i'm upset, i think of Mathew near me, i think about him hugging me and holding me, and sitting there next to me, comforting me and telling me that someone-the one i want to the most-cares about me. my heart has been peirced by cupid's unforgiving arrow it has been kick'd and tampered with by the careless feet of careless passerby behind my stupid smile my world is shattering and it's falling on deaf ears. yeah..that's short..it's original..but it's ok. "To be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around to be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you you don't know what it's like welcome to my life" -Simple Plan having to play hockey with him and having to talk to him, doesnt exactly help my physche.... peace..