i wrtoe two more peoms... "as i look" as i look back i was lost in you i was living int he moment but i was too blind to see what was going on as look at now i look into your eyes the eyes of deceit i stand here next to you a tear trickling down my cheek I sigh. I know i can not trust you but i long to comfort and touch you to stroke your cheek and kiss your tears away but i must fight myself you say that you apologize but real eyes realize real lies. and mine are real eyes. Your vow was broken. As i look into the future i see a long road ahead you ask for forgiveness but i am unforgiving i can not be with you you have betrayed my trust in stead of coming to me for love you turned to him for lust and i know i need to say this i need to say goodbye and i need to leave you behind but for some reason deep inside my soul i cant stop loving you my passion burns like coal "Desperate Love" I thought i had the courage butit akes faith so im sitting here alone in the solitude of night the darkness wraps around me as im looking for the light I chose a path but the journey's not complete your love is a game in which i cant compete In the somber silence i whisper out your name I realize i am drawn to you like a moth is to a flame. And no one's here beside me i have no one to hold instead of your warm body i have only cold where did we go wrong please tell me what to do Ive been waiting for so long to wander back to you