Turn your approving smile upon me

Listening to: Clive Staples-Remedy
Feeling: abnormal
My mom called me the other day...Matt died. I feel so bad. The few times I talked to him, I very much enjoyed our conversations and wanted to learn so much more about him... And then we just haven't been back...We've been busy....and now it's too late to really get to know Matt Howard like I wanted to. I cried the whole way home that day...really cried. I haven't cried like that in so long. I want to go to the funeral....but I'm not sure about that...it's at 9:30 on Saturday morning... Ok, enough dwelling on that. Satan is getting to me this week....tempting with stupid thoughts....it very much irritates me. I've been praying hard for God to give me faith and strength...but it's still just HARD... If you wanna get a good laugh at something COMPLETELY ridiculous...check this out. http://www.unc.edu/~shoyle/BigBibles.wmv I mean, it has to be one of the worst things ever....but I was almost tearing up from holding in my laughter. Let me know what you guys think. :) Have a wonderful day. I miss you guys. So much has changed.
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I'm sorry to hear about your friend Matt. I don't think I know who he was. I hope that you are able to recognized many other good things in your life right now. I came across diary entries of mine from 2004 and 2003 that coincide with today's date and it made me want to cry too. I hope your weekend is better. See ya on Sunday. "He Reigns"-Newsboys
Ah Becca girl. [Hug]
I love you, hon'